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Witness the cycle of self destruction A symbol of my corruption A burning desire to see myself fail I see my self turn pale I just dont care anymore My heart is all worn out, its broken down and sore Theres a fire inside my head Burning all of the tears that I've yet to shed House of a thousand frowns Feeling the thorns upon my crowns I've given up on everything I'm so sick of the sting So angry about feeling left behind So sad about feeling unkind I dont care what happens to this game Every single ending is just the same Pour my sweat and blood into a cup And still theres no way to fill it up I just dont fucking anymore My soul is all used up, beaten and battered, it's a whore Theres no way I could make it through No fucking way I'll live to see you I dont want to remember My easy surrender I yield to the torment I fall dorment I let out a fake laugh I dont feel my better half There is nothing behind these tired eyes Nothing at all, except for the great wall of lies A gentle breeze kicks in A reminder of where I've been There was a warm place I had it in your face But its gone now I'll never see it again, I know this somehow I know that I will eventually breakdown I know that it will be a shattering sound And it wont matter because I just dont care It still dosent strike me as unfair It dosent matter what I think anyway No one listens to what I have to say Despite every warning, blind eyes see me, deaf ears hear me When I'm gone I wonder how much better they'll be Through it all I have barely managed to crawl There is nothing left to gain By enduring all of this endless pain So it is, with an extremely heavy heart That we must now part Goodbye everyone Have fun
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Took twenty pills just the other day Born into loneliness and into loneliness I die I am so sick, so fucking tired I hate being awake, I want to stay in bed Working every part of myself to the bone A melancholy that has grown Oh so tired I am, and there is nothing that will help Tired everywhere, most of all in my head, something I shouldnt have felt Get up early, come home late Oh curse my wretched fate My insides are turning gray I havent seen day I hate this life, I hate myself I want to destroy everything, including my health I want to feel my insides rotting away I want to feel blood turn gray Flung against the wall A desire to break it all And still I crave sleep A wish that I always keep Night falls on an empty bed Night falls on this living dead Im there to see the sun rise Im there with tears in my eyes I want to be home I want to be, but dont want to be alone I am so fucking tired, my God it wont stop I am so fucking tired, my God I'm going to pop I hate this feeling I hate this needing Oh God, I'm so tired Oh God, why haven't you been fired? And I still cant sleep at night And I still cant sleep even where theres no light I cant sleep, and its happening over and over again I wish there was an eclipse Maybe it could help me get through this Hoping for a miracle Hoping for an eyeful Where did the days go where I could smile? What happened to me? I havent felt good in awhile And where did God go? He hates us all, why dosent anyone know? The times have changed A failure for me has been arranged I cant believe that I miss being with someone I cant believe that I miss the fun Well Im all alone now And it has to be this way, I know this somehow I will never sleep A promise I will never keep A promise to be happy A promise to be free And as I shut my eyes for the last time, I think of one last rhyme Its so beautifully dead Here, inside my head |
As I lay upon the bed of roses, I listen to the sounds of the waterfall Such a powerful yet majestic force, a beauty that encompasses all A melancholy soflty lands upon me A peace that dosent yet set me free The soft cries of the birds above The soft cries of those in love It is so beautiful here There should be nothing to fear I feel as if I dont belong I yearn to be apart of this throng The mists have settled themselves upon the ground I feel as if I were lost and never found The music of a violin quietly playing its requiem Suits the feeling that this is all a dream I stand atop the edge of the falls Listening to the sound of the water call A smile forms softly Making the choice freely I spread my arms at this wonderful sight And now as I plunge, I take flight Lost in a sea of pain Confused, dont know what to do Beaten and battered Given up, never gonna try again Holding three hour conversations with myself Leaving everything behind on a single shelf Repeated messages over and over Repeated rejections from a lover Left behind, and it hurts I have wronged and been wronged And for eternity I have longed For the day the pain will go away Now the typewriter chronicles the last thing left for me
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