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The third in the series of poetry, all copyright warnings apply here as well. Forgive my redundancy.

Beneficial Suicide

I'm stuck in this cage

Death came to me at an early age

I make a fist

As I slash my wrist

Back at the beginning

I never really was winning

Oh, I feel like dying tonight

Wish I had wings that I could spread and take flight

I feel so low

Every cry for help has been answered with no

Maybe there is a beneficial suicide

When I was born, my mother cried

She was happy that day

But I took all her pride away

Maybe my family is dead because of me

Maybe I'm just too blind to see

I want someone to hold me

I want someone to love me

Dont walk this road

I'm a heavy load

Heh, beneficial suicide

The only words that haven't lied

Barb Wire (Based on picture of Trent Reznor to the left)

Wrap the wires around my skin

Use it to drown my sin

Cuts my flesh

Oh this mesh

I close my eyes

Forget the lies

Its beautifully dead

Here inside my head

The blood runs out like the sea

Running, running out of me

Look down and smile

Haven't felt this good in awhile

Going down into the darkness

Sinking deeper into my thoughtlessnee

This is the day

I gave myself away

The wires cross me like a web

Punishment for the days I've fled

They draw tight

Cutting off my sight

Took one last breath

So ends this painful death

Unspoken Benefits (follows Beneficial Suicide)

Beneficial Suicide
Are the only two words that haven't lied

These unspoken benefits are the only consolation

In the horror of my lifes constelation

Take a razor slit the wrist

Can't see my life through this mist

I've never come in first

Never quenched my thirst

Can't take the time to smile
I've been feeling dead for awhile

I'll be going to hell

I'm not feeling very well

I can't face my past

I got to the bottom very fast

I can't get out of the hole

This life takes its toll

Sliding further into my nothing

Savor the process of numbing

This fever is rising

The situation is compromising

The need to destroy becomes overpowering

No longer statying in the corner cowering

I can't stand this face

And I'm losing this race

It ends the way it began

I lost despite all that I ran

Beneficial suicide

Remain the only words that haven't lied

Sweet Friend

Easy to say, tomorrows gonna be a better day
Hard to face, this growing space
Looking back, its hard to see the track
Looking forward, self esteem is lowered
Cant see through this, cant feel the kiss
Wasted time, wasted rhyme
Lost in my pain, lost in this game

Hiding behind a fake smile, been hiding for awhile
Hate the mirror, hate feeling inferior
I am not worth saving, my happiness isnt worth craving

I dont need to worry, death is in no hurry

Wish I could feel a release, Im begging you PLEASE

Dont watch me suffer, dont let me smother

Nevermind, I'll stay behind

I'll break the pieces apart, I'll let them pierce my heart
I've nothing left to lose, I continue to be among the used
Goodbye my sweet friend, I will see you at the end